He is often soft spoken and quiet. Around me, he’s different and can be himself because we learn to accept each other’s flaws and everything. This week I was excited as my lung capacity test seem to show some steps closer to becoming better but i still need a scan of lungs to see if there’s scarring. However, after going to the hospital for the test we had a minor scare. I felt sick 3 days later. I still worked (remote), and still tried to do my part of helping around the house since we are not totally settled in due to us always working or being exhausted from trying to unpack.
We always spend time in the same room working on different things. He could be making garlic butter while I’m researching my next craft project or idea. He so cute when he comes and try to get some snuggles. I love those moments. It makes me feel like my existence to him is calming and loving. I love this feeling and asked if he did too. His response is always a quick “yea!” why trying to maintain manly LOL!
This week the isolation scare, led to a deep conversation. This week I worked on the pics above for my Cricut die cut machine and then like old times, asked him to digitalize it for my Cricut. Cricut was our get away and our quality time because the machine is cloud based. We would Skype and play where I had material and his place and mine.
After he was done, I put the final touches on it. This weekend I really spent Friday to Sunday on this project.
It was a beautiful day today. We took a ride today and it led to a deep convo. He wanted me to find a job and work less so I can do what brings me the most joy if we can financially do it.
I can tell this bothered him since this is the 3rd time since the pandemic. UnfortunateLy, it’s impossible right now. :(
……… to be continued
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